Finally it OVER!!!

Yes! My exams are finally over. But some how I feel that how good it is if it never ends. lol. Contradicting right? Well, I m tat kinda of person. Keep on contradicting myself n even people around me. Until they also very mad at me. Sigh...

Well I got my reasons to wish that exams never ends loh. To think such a lazy person I m, to go to work n see piles of work undone is a very unmotivating sight. N I will just become more n more sianz. Study is brainless. U just do n do n do. None stop. Ur results are guaranteed good. Work is diff, u work n work n work, end up u still kanna *&^% by ur boss coz in their concept, u have nvr done enough. U done something right, u dun seems to be complimented well (or u didnt realised the compliments). But just when u made a wrong decision, u get lots of scolding from them. Worst, they just give u a "disgusting" look. i.e. u r damn lousy. All such behaviors just make u smaller n smaller in the company. But u dun have a choice! In ur mind, u wanna contribute to the company, but u r lazy. But as u want to really stand out n do something, u make a mistake n u r shun off immediately.

Then again, I feel sometimes I m over exaggerating the facts. It might not seem so bad, but i didnt handle them well. Lazy. Seems tat i have found a problem in my life. "LAZY" Gotta get rid of theis fellow, if not i will affect the rest of my life. Another problem is "playful" at in playing games. Seems tat after this i will be switching to playing warcraft n have not kick up this bad habit of mind.

So lesson of the day, two 'devils' to get rid of. First 'lazy' then 'game'

I shall tackle the 'lazy' first. So off to settle my credit cards dues first. p.s. They r due today n i m suppose to get them paid... lol. First problem kicks in. Hopefully i can get this done after this...
Hopefully the second problem dun come in knocking... 'game'