BKK~ The trip finally!!!

Have not been at the best of moods these days. Due to lotsa reasons ba.... Beside the work that i have been doing. Seriously, i am beginning to feel that a, 24hrs, seven days a week, job is something that no one is able to do perform sanely. No to think that i have not been taking any leave for almost 4 years le... Off was like a so call "rest" at home issue but still have to attend to calls. Study also have to work. Tests too.... I can rem that my maths test. With three phones on the table in silent mode. All vibrating at the same time. lol. Even the maths lecturer also cannot tahan... Luckily exams time i divert my calls to my sisters. The maths lec still walk over n tell me, "No give chance for u to answer phone calls le hor!"

OK so the day is fixed! 28th Apr 2007 to 1st May 2007 will be my first ever own trip with my pal. Mr Ee. Come to think of it. There's lots of 1sts to this trip. 1. First time travelling to BKK. 2. First time after 4 over years i can really say bye bye handphone (91068838) for four whole days n nvr wake up in the middle of the night worrying that the phone got switch to silent of not. Or if the hp is beside me or not... 3. First time travelling alone. Or rather with another friend only. Err... not really travel la. Consider i got travel to Genting with friendS b4. This should be first time taking a plane ride with a friend. Err... then again i got travel to langkawi before, by plane.... lol So not so first after all.... :D

Well, many would ask why the sudden trip?

I think its more like because i feel i have not be in the best state of mind these days. Not to say that there are jobs that i screwed up, though i did cause some delays here n there for not processing the orders effectively, but more like i have not been making firm n right decisions. In my job, i have to decide which is the best way to fully utilise the small fleet of boats in my hands. If the schedule is not planned effectively, the company will not make as much $$$. There is also a few blunders that i made that cause the customers to be really unhappy. Sigh....

Studies is also a big headache for me. I will be taking my last semester of my specialist dip n i have not made a decision to continue my studies where... Lotsa advice have been given by the most senior guy that i could think of in advicing. Mr foong kor. ;) Foong kor is my classmate in my spec dip course. With his exp in the sea n trade. He has given me lotsa valuable advices for me. Currently thinking of getting a company to sponsor my degree studies. Thinking JSL or Sembawang. Or maybe will go out n find some other company like Keppel. Think its quite worth it. I dun need to pay for the course, then sign a 1 - 2 year bond. Which is the amt of time tat i wanna spent in the industry to see if i can mature to assist my own company or not. Think i will try to go into the ship design side. Hopefully i can tap something out of there n eventually build my own boat. lol.

Well.... at least that will be my short term goal now. (3 years). A new long term goal will have to be set, since i have changed my preceptions of things. Hopefully it will be good n benefitial to my carreer.