i need a break...

i bet many of us ever tot of such a phrase. Yes... We need breaks here and there. This time i want mine too. Have not been using my head much. I think this time i should jus drop it. Lol.
I wonder if anyone had mad tots like wat i have been thinking for quite a while. "wouldn't the world be better if someone like me is not around?" please do not start calling me and ask me if i am well. This is not the first time tat i tot of this. I am sure there are people who tot of it too. Its jus one of those angry tot tat flash into your head when you are very very angry... I tot of the outcome too. Lol. Its not worth la. Jus sad loh... So the ultimate solution is jus a problem to much more. Lol. Maybe its not so good a solution.
Err... I think i am not really thinking right at this point of time. Dun worry. I am already home and writing this in my car. I not at the state and position to jump off my block. Lol... Err... Think i am not thinking and writing right right now... Please erase the above...
Err the above are jus some examples of stupid things that will be in ones mind when they are thinking stupidly...
argh... Please do not worry. Its jus one of those nothing better to do and writing lotsa shit. Lol... Err... Did i say i could be drunk? Lol. Got one big bottle of volka and martini in my house. Mmm... Go and drink. :) then have a good night sleep. Please do not worry... I am writing stupid things....