Congrats my dear big bear n xiaomei!

Yes the big day has finally ended. With big bear n xiaomei happily checking in to shangri la hotel tonight, and me feeling pretty low at this point of time. Actually its been a real long day for me too, coz i haben been sleeping since i booked in to my ICT on friday morning!! My brain is quite dead already but some how or rather my soul or emotions is running in n i feel like penning doen my thoughts, though is actually 1am already... Since currently i couldnt find a good listening ear to listen to such stuffs...

Well... it all happens from the time the two sweet couple meet each other at xiaomei's place after we "finish the sabotage stuffs" Yes the route to get the bride was tough. insert - wearing the paper underwear with permernant red ink that stained my white shirt, to drinking the bitter gourd drink that is totally disgusting!!!!* Actually i was very very happy to see both of them together, seeing both of them dressed so nicely, how both of them go through the church ceremony, "tea ceromony" n lastly the wedding dinner. As this happiness overwhelmed me, another sour part of me was developing. To a stage that i felt like crying, yes crying. *insert i'm pretty much a cry baby, coz shows like 881 will make me shed a tear or two for the touching scenes. Then i was puzzled coz i was thinking y would i feel like crying? is it crying for joy? Then i felt its not like tat leh... Maybe its envy ba, coz seeing these two cute bears bringing so much happiness to people, while i couldnt. I was pretty much attached to them too, so it seems like literally my xiaomei was marrying off to big bear n my big bear was marrying off to xiaomei. So its seems pretty much sad in such a manner. Throughout the dinner i was thinking about this, to a stage that i didnt have much appetite to eat the delicious food on the table.

Well, i think i was only at the end of the dinner that i understand wats it is all about. When the whole dinner have ended and we were about to walk out of the ball room to shack hands with them, i saw xiaomei n all i wanna is a hug. Yes, a big hug. From that i found that i have done my part liao. Doing wat ever i could do to help these two bears got thru their biggest day in their life. Wat i have gone thru is appreciated. I am done.

Actvites in the night before.

Since last night, or rather friday night, since its 1 am now, last night seems to be the dinner time. So i was with big bear all the while. Trying to make sure his wedding goes smoothly, Coz i am the Bestman. Horoured in some ways, irritated in many other ways is how i wanna say. This bear of mine, simiply couldnt plan well n neither is he "hyper" about his wedding. Some how or rather i feel that they prefer to do it by the "play by ear" way. so things come in, plan. Things haben think of, put one side first. So much until closing to the end of the day there was still much to do. So we meet on the night before. Yes we were suppose to meet at 8pm. But seems that the other brothers have their own commitments, i was alone there. before that i bought breakfast for all of us to eat before setting out. I was worried we will be hungry then. Turn out that none of us thought of this... When i reach his place, He relatives were there too. A lot of them, So being pretty out of place, i stayed in the room. BORED... Untill around 12 then the bros start coming. i was briefing them wat to do on in the morning. How to go about getting the doors open. When we were done, we realised that big bear dun have a belt. End up we went all the way to MUstafa to get one. But... only to realised that we got a belt to big for him... Seems tat the pants he have is pretty tight n the belt's last hole was too loose then. lol.

I think this will carry on to no end so maybe i should write them another day when i am sober...